If there is no truth then why don't you just choose the lies? Live the lies?
Is there another truth, another clue, a reason for the symptom of resisting to live with lies? Then live with the truth. The one you will never find!
Or come on, live the truth. Show me the truth! Will it be THE truth or a conclusion that you perceive and like?
Maybe you just don't like the commonly approved lies? Then live by your own lies!
But I want to believe..